Last night was the first time back in class after a week of being off. The boys were running around like little wild animals and I still had to put them down and attend class which started at 8pm. Keep in mind that's there bed time... My husband would usually do it but he is on a business trip so I had to deal with bed duties. My son William is 4 and has autism and he has a routine he needs to stick to..lets just say that if he does not all hell brakes loose. JJ is my 2 year old that believes he is 16 and he is me in a little body so I guess its true what mom used to say... wait to you have kids its pay back; yea i can hear it now... So has my class started my older son decided to have a melt down because the spider man that he needs to have all the time was not standing the way he needed to stand for him (autism factor a little obsessive) then JJ decided to take the spider man and run, like forest gump just run thru the house mean while the Professor for the new class is talking about her stuff... I literally had a mini anxiety attack.. You see I don't have that family help with my boys; when i say this don't think that my family are not in my lives its just one of the those things that happens no babysitting and etc... But after my best girl friend came over with some wine and layed my boys down so i could finish at least what was left of my class. But nine the boys were knocked out and I had piece... I think sometimes how am I supposed to do all of this run the house, the boys attend school and etc.. then I just pray and pray loud and ask for the strength to continue for the future of my boys so they could have what I never did. And its all for them! I thank them everyday for giving me the fire I need to continue with my school....
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